January 2010
53 posts
Battling the insignificant memories and the time where I thought with my heart.
I’m losing touch with my surroundings to rid my pain, but I’m back in this drought of a cycle contemplatng my decisions more than anyone.
I’m a procrastinating editor with the memory of a politician.
The New Jersey Nets, with their 4-40 record, are...
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This being my favorite team. I’m ashamed. Thank God Frank is gone.
But, my roommate and I feel as though the Nets should play naked. They’d at least have an offensive plan. Paper-view for 18 years and older. The NNBA has been created.
eternal night life, my eyes are burning from the tiresome nights. the sun breaks through the cracks like i’m living in a black hole. cutting the lines and no longer holding on to the fight
these desires and triggers and the ever patient temptations are more then they used to be.
i seriously want to drop every “friend” i have and start over because everyone is proving to be less than good.
better be distancing myself from planet everything than keep my mind sunk into the cover-up smiles and dazed expressions. good bye, dear world.
you’re questioning my stability, my motive, my insecurities. i’m falling under the radar and skipping town on these ideals.
you’re all about chances and i’m all about eliminating the possibility of tomorrow. the pages we’re built on are changing more than necessary, but you’re patiently counting down these chapters.
Inspired by Bethany Joy Galeotti.
Feeling Our Eternity
i’ve seen you walk away and i’ve seen you stray from the beginning of a beautiful meaning. i’ve felt you need me more than i’ve needed the air i breathe.
can you feel this black and white changing from the ever consistent span of greys? can you feel the wind on your face in the midst of pre-existing tears? can you...
fuck you.
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind for the first time.
i’m interested in never speaking to you again, but i’m an unrealistic dreamer.
word break 1 & 2
fades
sharp
sadow
manufacture
eternity
serve
imagine
within
delight
lagging
sudden
page
beyond
perplexes
endows
requiem
anthem
vision
burried-deep
metaphors
suggestive
audible
appears
unexpected
elegantly
unknown
unspoken
imagined
snapshot
paralyzed
heightened
illumination
yearning
living name
living record
praise
posterity
judgment
follow closely....
my head is hurting with the thoughts inside. i can’t find my only escape to be plausible at any given time.
it’s wednesday night television.
I hate the misleading lines and memories of dreams. Are they meant to be what I’m seeking or just a reminder of what I’m missing? Keeps me wondering where I’m heading and what I’m inquisitive to see. I’ve held on through the rough nights and the bitch fights, but maybe I should be holding on to the good feelings and the old times that make me feel unstoppable when...
Those stupid AT&T Luke Wilson commercials.
inothernews:
How many people are actually making calls AND surfing the web at the same time? THAT’S the feature you’re so proud of? And I love that AT&T doesn’t even BOTHER mentioning the iPhone in their commercials. Priceless.
Haha, maybe I’ll be a statistic here. I use the internet while I’m talking on the phone all the time. Like, if I’m on the phone with someone...
I just heard a commercial in regards to Valentine’s Day.
Like, already? Can I PLEASE throw up?
I think Valentine’s Day is a worthless “holiday.” I don’t need a holiday for my loved ones to know that I care. And if you treat someone extra special on that day, then you probably don’t deserve them.
Even though my father designs cards for Hallmark, I really feel...
“I have the inertia of worlds on my side. He might as well try to stop a spinning...”
– “Teach Me” - R.A. Nelson (Nine’s response on how unstoppable she is from Schuyler)
we’re all just tired.
pissed. no more.
big 12 game is overriding my tv night.
mercy & svu… i will catch up with as soon as you’re online. i’m terribly sorry.
thank you hi-def for allowing me to still have TV night.
Fun FYCM fact #4
fuckyeahchristophermeloni:
Both of Meloni’s children (Sophia and Dante) were carried by a surrogate mother.
Can he or his wife not carry or were they just doing a good deed?
movies... online... for free?
Attempting to watch a bunch of movies containing some favorite actor/actresses. Does anyone know where you can watch movies online for free (preferably not megavideo, because of the time limit)?
i’m still not sure what life i’m living.
i’m obsessed with my past, with the present moment’s battle.
i saw your face today and it was enough of a memory to “stay righteous, try to stay sober.”
you only phase me in the midnight missions of yesterday.
love me in the paralyzed life;
can’t move, can’t fend, just waiting on morning’s sun rise.
genderblahg is an asshole.
number two: there’s a girl at my school who looks like lady gaga. but uglier. lady gaga is too extreme… i feel as though her form of self expression is just very uncalled for in all forms. i think she was beautiful before she bleached her hair and made sure to wear less than clothing.
hell yeah! fuck victim-blaming →
genderblahg:
indielowercase:
clawsbeatskin:
Sexual Assault Prevention Tips Guaranteed to Work!
1. Don’t put drugs in people’s drinks in order to control their behavior.
2. When you see someone walking by themselves, leave them alone!
3. If you pull over to help someone with car problems, remember not to assault them!
4. NEVER open an unlocked door or window uninvited.
5. If...
confused about my own whereabouts.
i go HOME in 3 days. monday morning. not holding back.
all of a sudden, you don’t want me to leave again.
playing the nice game.
never works, but i appreciate the materialistic loving.
“They hacked his FaceUnion account!”
– Benson &/or Stabler on last night’s Social Media Savvy SVU (via adeandabet) (via fuckyeahsvu)
Sad they couldn’t get more creative. It was the exact same layout as FB. Should have just used it. They’ve referenced it before.
kept dreaming it was you,
keep dreaming it was me you tore.
kept believing in you,
keep waiting on you to believe in me.
i’m still counting the eve,
and you’re still counting the trembling
moments and the miseries you sent to me.
rape-axe: the anti-rape condom
ache:
ckmcandrew:
scurvette:
“an anti-rape female condom invented by sonette ehlers, a south african woman working as a blood technician with the south african blood transfusion service, during which time she met and treated many rape victims. the device, known as ‘the rape-axe’, is a latex sheath embedded with shafts of sharp, inward-facing microscopic barbs that would be worn by a woman...
"Like Ellen, But Not" →
Okay, so… it’s on. I was told “you just have a charismatic personality. you should go into tv shit.” So to waste more of my life, I’m going to do it, but… I need your help. So, your job… you have to ask me nonsensical questions that the average person wouldn’t answer. For example, lesbian sex - in topic. Video game obsessions - in topic. ...
"Sober" - P!NK
I’m not really sure who I am anymore. Or better, what the fuck I’m doing here. I’m still left back on five days ago and trying to figure out what to do with the empty parts of my life. Re-sleeping the moments I didn’t get to the last three weeks of my life. Love having two homes. It provides greater opportunity for being alone and together in a nine. 9 reminds me of your...
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“I wish my songs didn’t suck. This road is long, but my patience is not....”
– Jay Brannan
i’m just as confused as the next best thing.
“I’m looking for baggage that goes with mine.”
– RENT
my head throbs.
hunger or a cigarette?
it’s one of the two, and i’m not sure which.
I bet if I told tumblr that I was killing myself
fireexatxwill:
No one would care. And I would end up dying.
False. I would have helped you. Why dont I save you the trouble.
816 718 7590 ; Just tell me you’re fireatwill from Tumblr.
textsfromlastnight:
(609): I wonder if Barack Obama has ever been this drunk.
Well consider he was a drug addict back in the day, I’m sure he’s done his fair share. But, God knows that he’s turned into an outstanding HUMAN. I’m so glad that he’s HUMAN. All these other Presidents are just that… robotic politics who try to appear as normal as possible....
Someone please explain to me
fireexatxwill:
Why my 15 year old sister is somehow able to attend a party at a boy’s house that my parents have never met before, but I am somehow unable to go on dates with boys that my parents have met before? I’m 18 and in college, for the record.
You’re their first born.
Someone please explain to me
fireexatxwill:
Why my 15 year old sister is somehow able to attend a party at a boy’s house that my parents have never met before, but I am somehow unable to go on dates with boys that my parents have met before? I’m 18 and in college, for the record.
You’re their first born.
tennis
rainydayxdreams:
May I just say that tennis players who grunt for no apparent reason deserve to have their mouths taped shut while they play. I don’t mind if you’ve had to stretch or run across the court for this one really hard point but seriously, volleys do not require all that much effort. SHUT UP! (Yes, I’m watching the Hopman cup & the spanish lady wont’ stop Unh-ing. I’m now going for...
I'm spending the night at a friends. I am going to...
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Take your computer ; use your phone ;
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Petition: Federal Bill →
This petition is to ensure that a victims’ rape kit is processed and used in a timely manner to prevent further rapes.
I do awkward like it’s blood through my veins.
MTV
Does anyone else think that MTV is BETTER now, with the new reality shows, than it was when it was TRL 24/7?
I’m grasping on to anything that means solidity, even in the form of “used to be.”
I don’t know what just happened or what it means. Like if it was an I miss you or just passing through the past.